When you just hopped out the bathroom after thanksgiving dinner…..
You WILL want to watch this.
Please reblog & signal boost so we can get this truth out!!
Greg Thomas can be found on twitter, here: Minossec
Today I has to admit myself in the hospital after a total of 4 suicide attempts in 2 weeks. I’m not feeling my life, I don’t feel worthy of breath, don’t feel worthy of air, don’t feel special, don’t feel important, I DONT FUCKING FEE ALIVE. Anyway, that being said I should be headed there in a matter of minutes. I don’t know what to expect but after being black in America for 21 years I know that this on my record will FOLLOW ME until the day I die.
But what can I do? My mother, girlfriend, and best friends make me feel like a complete pile of worthless shit when they tell me it’s selfish to contemplate suicide. But my question is, how cannot be selfish if I don’t have value in myself anyway? I mean really, If my life isn’t anything special or worth living then how could I possibly be selfish with something useless? It doesn’t make sense to me.
Anyway I’m going to the mental ward and I think they’re going to drug me up until I can’t speak clearly. This may be the last time you hear from
Me or I hear from anyone. That being said……….
I gave my FUCKING BEST to EVERYONE around me. No one can ever say I didn’t.
Journalist and artist Shirin Barghi has created a gripping, thought-provoking series of graphics that not only examines racial prejudice in today’s America, but also captures the sense of humanity that often gets lost in news coverage. Titled “Last Words,” the graphics illustrate the last recorded words by Brown and other young black people — Trayvon Martin, Oscar Grant and others — who have been killed by police in recent years.