OH I TOLD YOU I WAS GONNA BLOW YA SPOT UP WHEN IT CAME DOWN TO IT! So its been a whoooole year and TWO DAYS since this day came round gurl and you know i’ve been waiting. Im glad you made it to another year girl, im tryna catch up to you and everything but you got a few more days till ya b-day week is over. So GET MESSED UP AND MAKE SOME MEEEEEMORIES!!!!!! By the way I actually scheduled for my drafts to publish this on ya b-day but I guess it didn’t workout properly
Didn’t think so
I wish there was a day where the earth’s rotation completely stopped in order for it to spin in the opposite direction for a week. While this happens every living thing on the planet would not only experience sunrise in the West and set in the east but, we would become physically younger, plant life would grow at 6x the normal speed, the dark of the ocean would be completely lit and revealed. The beauty of it all.
“And once I saw your message pop up I knew it had to be something wrong”
Ya know, I can’t say that im not going to let this effect me because I believe this is one of the moments in life where one should take an “L”. It doesn’t matter how I felt it came off because it wasnt a shot at my personality just at my actions. I think this might be just as bad as not being able to be trusted by some of the closest people around ya. To hear or know that someone you value, someone close to your heart, and get this not 1 BUT 2 people feel like when you contact that after certain events or at certain times it’s going to be nothing but Bad News. I………. I’m so Ashamed of myself, is this what I’ve become after only 19 years on this planet, I’ve managed to create a person who other people expect to hear horrible things from. If life & death are in the power of the tongue then I’m the Grim Reaper when it boils down to my worth amongst my friends. The thing about this though is, I’ve only heard that response from two people my hearts’ been connected too, maybe my heart is supposed to be connected with anyone…. Maybe I’m not fit to be a boyfriend, a companion, a husband, spouse, partner. Maybe I don’t belong in a relationship *Staring at my iPod, at my leg, out the window, Into. My. Soul*
I don’t have these answers man, I mean I really don’t have the answers.